~Obey Your Freedom; make it an unlearning day…

I've been thinking about what rules the day… what determines what takes precedence… I like to think it is freedom… that love takes the lead. But I notice how willing I am to look for some circumstance to be my boss. Lately it has been Christmas. I notice myself wanting to slave myself to gift projects and time frame (10 days till) blah, blah, blah…. My mind sees the “ligit” chance to be controlled by stress, motivated by expectations…. Geez, the addiction to shifting accountability is everywhere, yes? It doesn’t really matter how subtle or ridiculous its construct, if it can distract my mind from presence ~being in the moment, right here, right now~ then it’s won, yeah? Well…~ not today…. Thanks for sharing, but no thank you, eh? Today, I am interested only in the yummy already-gift of the experience of love; the utter oneness- gift of my attention to right now… ummm that’s nice….